Thursday, June 18, 2009

Hot 25 of the 25-years' life


They'll come in a week, my 25s. I just started realizing they underline a period in my life. Not that big and still important. How they say in their thick scientifical books - "the major achievements of the age?" Doesn't matter. I know, you understand what I wanna say. Well, they just say something to you. If you would hear them. To be a boring weeper who regrets for the past is the last thing I want to. I'd rather look on my life as a series of the funny snapshots. The ones you can find in the Year's Final Magazin with the photos from January to December. With all their smiles, crimes, weddings, disasters and victories. 'Then why funny?' - you can ask. 'Take it easy, my boy' - I would answer with Al Pacino's voice - 'Thay are all funny when you can talk about them with your friends.'

So, Mykhailo Ivanov's Top 25 Life Snapshots according to their significance are available just now

1. I was conceptioned. As my mother told me, she saw a dream of the aliens giving her a tablet :)
2. I was born with 4,7 kilos
3. I started writing before I could read what I wrote
4. I sat in a newly painted 'car' in my kindergarten. That was the first and the last day of my cool new suit and the first time from the many when I coloured my hair
5. I studied singing with an old man with bayan. He thought I could sing :)
6. I studied judo, karate, circus and swimming
7. I met Pavlo Ivanovych and thus stuck in TV for almost 10 years
8. I met my best friends. I really miss all of them
9. I tried beer for the first time and liked it
10. I didn't enter the university
11. I entered the university
12. I tried vodka and hash for the first time and didn't like it
13. I changed my lifestyle
14. I visited my first football match with 'Dnipro'
15. I've got new friends in University
16. I used to the toilets in a dormitory
17. I've been to Kyrylivka for the first time :)
18. I drank at 'Europe' with Frid
19. I was an active 'orange' in 2004
20. I travelled to Lviv with my friends for the first time
21. I started 'Nichna Zmina'
22. I met her
23. I kissed her
24. I married HER...
25. I'm gonna be a Godfather

Friday, June 12, 2009

The questions I ask

We need friends...
How often you miss this idea. We DO need friends. At the same, we MUST have a courage not to leave them. You change your place of living, you change your job. Are these the reasons to stop calling 'em?
Did you ever count them? Did your ever realize you may be alone without them? Strangely enough, isn't it? The world is small, in fact, and cruel. No, it won't be easy with them. You can not be a good guy for the many. You can BE, though. I hope, I AM not only here, in the flat I work in. Not only for the guys around me.
I always miss them... They are far away, they are in a 5 min's walk. I need to know they sometimes miss me, too.
I haven't been calling my best friend for six months... I forget their names... I want to expirience the moments of that closeness once again altough It's impossible.

Am I dissolving for them?...